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Friday, July 06, 2007


Wah, phew!!!...
Recently, the blog says that i have got some violations.... Finally, it's over!!!

Been pretty down, upset, angry recently... All b'coz of work...

I couldn't manage to do my biz properly...
Coz of the surgery, i have to take MCs from my coporate work company... and they hold my pay somemore... Haiz...

If not for the bond, i would have resign and focus....
Now i am requesting for them to lightened the bond burden....

Hope it will work out...
Lord, please help me...

I know it's silly of me to break the bond, and i know i shouldn't be so irresponsible... But i hafta do what i hafta do.... My surgery is causing me pain even till now which has been for the second week...

My gosh.... Now in the inside, it is still swelling... & to make matter worse, recently my left cheek has been feeling numby.... Would it cause permanent numbness...?? Hope it will not...

I must work hard, harder and hardest.... I wanna be up there this Sunday...
I dun wanna be just down there... I have been trying my best to achieve, but To no avail... Which has actually somehow demoralise me.... I cannot lost myself and my confidence coz i know once it is gone, there's no turning back, and it would be like what J.L. has describe, a piece of tissue paper that can be thrown away into the bin....

So i can't give up.... I gonna strive... I gonna perservance....

Wait for me, i will be right up in no time....

I will be back... The PAST Alez with no pride but with determination....

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A Lucky Young Man with a Family
With Love to My 2 Dearest Angie (Wife)& Avel (Son)
AleZ Da'Sky
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