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Saturday, January 19, 2008


Days are drawing nearer & nearer... Still 27K more to go... This week, it didn't really turn out like what i wanted... Everything wasn't going smooth....

Mentally, physically, results.....
More and more people disappearing... Why is it so??

It resulted in more & more people losing faith & confidence....
Could i do it by end of the month, i am wondering now???

Mentally, i don't wanna say much.... But had been feeling weak in heart.... Losing faith, losing momentum, losing alot of things (something just dun say out, i guess it's better)
Could you understand what i really want, what i really wanna ahieve, what i really want to get???

Why did i make that choice??
You said you understand mi but in the end, you didnt even know what's going on??

Physically, i had been feeling weak again in my health....
Migrain start coming in again... Stress level i think going up le..
Think too much...... i guess.... Worried too much, miss too much....

Haiz.... Sometime, i just couldn't get what i really want....

Momentum, alittle too much to explain....

I hope you can feel mi...
Guess now.... I could only express my thoughts in blog not human anymore....
People whom i thought they know how i feel actually dun....

Nvm... I am Lonesome.... Lonely..... Alone.... Lone Ranger.....
Thatz the past mi and that could be the NOW me.....

I will go all out to achieve what i wanna achieve....
Short term targets ------> Mid Term Targets ----> Long Term targets --> Very Long Term Targets


A Lucky Young Man with a Family
With Love to My 2 Dearest Angie (Wife)& Avel (Son)
AleZ Da'Sky
3:00 am