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Wednesday, January 23, 2008


26K more to go... After calculation, if two get Executive, i only left around few hundreds to it....
I dunno if i can not...

It's a 5 days challenge for myself....

I dun have much confidence thou i always act very UP....
The recent incidence, i have been pretty down.... Pretty Emo also...
Could i?? Sometimes, i really wonder....


They say we shouldn't have doubts...
It's not that i am not focusing or what...
But ... NVM...

Maybe really, no one could understand me....

It's pretty stressful....I always tell ppl, dun be stress, shouldn't have had the stress look on the face...
But back in my room...

I am STRESS
I am DOWN
I am ALONE
I am LONELY
I felt EMPTINESS
I felt HELPLESS

I feel like CRYING but yet can't....
Tears shedded down just now....
Just a few drops... Sometimes i hope i could be like a girl....
Cry for all she wants....
I have been train not to shred tears anymore...
Indeed, the route now is tougher, coz i have somehow or rather lost the pillar in my group, lost faith in myself..

But i always tell myself, i might be slow, but i will continue the journey till the end..

Can someone just care for me at this momen of time???
All i need is a shoulder to cry on, a lap to lie on, a hug to ease the miscomfort & trouble in my heart!!!
Is that hard??
Just care... Care... & CARE.....

Nvm, i am the lonesome child...
I walk the road alone... I must be strong and i will be strong..
I tried, and i will TRY.... Again & Again.....

I dun mind failing, but i mind not trying...
Career, Relationship, Friendsh, ETC......

Success = Career + Family (the one you love) + Friends
Without either one, you are imperfect....

Currently, i am IMPERFECT...
I have no $, No car, Nuttin....

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A Lucky Young Man with a Family
With Love to My 2 Dearest Angie (Wife)& Avel (Son)
AleZ Da'Sky
4:01 am