Life's A StRuGgLe!

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2009-10-02T21:19:00.004+08:00

Ello, AireBoti.... Love To Shit again.....

Hahaha... Back in my Blogging... Back to Blog... & Block!!!

The world hasn't end thou bad things happening previously...

Mi now in Web Firm... Doing..... Sales again.... Not in IT coz i am a total FREAKY Idoit in IT....

I am working now in Webnatics.... Selling Google, Yahoo & Bing Search Engine stuffs.....Today just my 2nd day nia....

Ok lah the work there but study those IT stuffs really stress mi UP~~~

Gotta take exam somemore.... My Gosh~~!!!

Anyway, my son previously was without a testi, and Miracle happen......

Now his testi dropped.... But bad news is he still hafta go for operation...

We have book on the 1nd Nov liao....

Haiz...

& next Wednesday, i am going court for littering a Cig Butt!!!! Sian.... Going to waste $$$ AGAIN~~~~

What a FINE country...

Hahaha....

Hope that i can be put to the mid range of fine & without going to sweep floor!!!!!

PLEASE AH~....

MUST BE POSITIVE

Worst 2 Days Ever!!!

2009-09-22T22:49:00.012+08:00

Yesterday, i just got sack from My air con Company... For working an additional job.... Like so~ Duh~...

& Today, I just got sacked from that additional Company....
Lagi DUH~~~~~

Is it wrong for me to go out & earn extra $$$ When my financial is very tight???
Please pplz, tell me.... & furthermore.... Both in different industry... One Air-Con, the other is colour flakes on tiles etc....

True even, i should listen to my friends' advice, NEVER WORK FOR FRIEND....
He isn't my best friend, but he ask mi to work...

I used to hate him when he was younger like 10yo... Then When he was in Sec, i start to know him, & find that he like not bad...

But today.... OMG!!!Ok lah~, still ok lah... not very bad, bu not very good also... Friends...

Like i used to say,

FRIENDS ARE FOR BETRAYAL & USE.... Though i also say that, it never apply on me.... Since March, i have been working for a Vision to make his company GROW...

Then till date, even when he sack me, take back the car....

I have no guilt at all, as i have CLEAR CONSCIENCE....

I dun think i betrayed him, his trust or whatsoever despite i work for another company which is not even into air con..... The company i work for is a Tiling company... & b'coz of that, he sack me or shall i say, his dad did....

Oh GOSH!!!!
But no worries,
WHAT DON'T KILLS ME MAKES ME STRONGER, right!!!

Positive, positive, positive...
Now intend to purchase that 2nd hand AXIO which will cost me $55k approx....
Anyway, i wish to drop all these stupid sad topic & decided to upload my HAPPIEST MOMENT in my life....

Hello People...

2009-03-15T00:01:00.002+08:00

Hello all who reads my blog.... Today just wanna upload new photo of my precious little guy who smile sweetly...

Just wanna purge the anger outta me also....

MY MUM WENT CRAZY!!!!!!

1 minute, she is screwing everyone, heck caring everyone...... Fucking everyone.....

Bcoz very simple.... She wanna celebrate my son full month on 4th April, which is 04/04/09, a saturaday.... Reason, coz everyone can stay later on that day as Sunday is rest day for most....

But 4th April is Qing Ming Day, my wife being a rabbit, and mi a rooster... Crash on that day. and so, my in law was saying it is not a good day....

The very next min when she hears it, (MY MUM I MEAN) WENT BERSERK!!!!!!

The very next day, which is yesterday,dun wanna cook for us, which is me, my wife, my twins brothers.... (& my twin bros are innocent, they have nuttin to do with this)

Then today, i went for bball trg, guess what, she complaining again...... to dunno which ah kou ah mao.......

Then when i come back, guess what again, she ask mi if my son wanna bathe....

SIAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Then ask whether my wife wanna eat, & whenever she wanna eat, just tell her.....

IS SHE CRAZY??????

tell me what to do....

Anyway, i monday gng HDB to submit my son birthcert to apply for rented of 2 room from gov....

no choice, cant stay with CRAZY PEOPLE.......

ANyway, in 2012, i will be getting my own flat, a 3 room flat in yishun, the Dew Spring!!!

Little Avel

2009-03-11T19:20:00.004+08:00

Finally, my Avel is out... Being discharge from hospital...

He has lost weight... from 2.5kg to 2.4kg.....
With Jontis (Dunno how to go about spelling that) level up to 171.....

First day after mother is discharge, we so hope that both mother & son will be able to go home together, but to our disappointment..... He couldn't, as the docs nid to check on him.

The 2 nd after mother discharge, early in the morning, i went to keppel tower for interview, after the interview, it's like the whole Singapore is raining, and it's raining heavily... So thatz the reason why i took a cab down KKH(BTW i personally feel that KKH is not up to my standard, guys who are considerating the hospital in the future, you might wanna seriously reconsider)...

As i reach, busy busy busy like a busy bee...

Went to Pureen to exchange a baby shampoo to body form, then after which i went to register of birth for my son, and there it goes, waiting queue, 10 ahead of me... Check with the reception, average waiting per person is around 15 min, which means, i gotta wait for 150min.

So i took the queue number then went for lunch first at Mac... Coz its around 12pm, so ya know.... $5.00 for McSpicy Value meal...

After i finish my meal, it was still very early, so i went to Special Care BLUE to look for my son, and was hoping that he might be able to get discharge today......

But who knows, disappointment again... Coz of his Jontis level shoot up from 150++ to 192.... he has to stay again.....i went thru his records, 1st day, level at 140++, 2nd day 150++, and today 192...
BTW jontis = Yellow pigment skin...

So i carry him for a while, & guess what, he was smling in his dreams, couldn't in time took my phone to snap that sweet smile of his... What a waste!!!

Then after which, i went back to the counter to wait again, guess what, i hafta wait again, the queu number is 6015 whereby mine is 6021.... Gosh!!!
But i still hafta wait and there he goes, Tan Guang Hui Avel (Chen Guanghui) with NRIC TxxxxxxxH

Then i went home, check with friends, about Jontis, so jontis level below 100 is normal, (BUT babys just birth, most of them has this prob, so no worries, parent future)

So my wife was complaining, Why in the hell didn;t they inform us on the very 1st day that he has Jontis......

But no matter what, what past has pat...
He was discharge yesterday at the jontis level 171.....

So now, after home....

He was hungry, just like his dad & mum... Big Eaters....

Almost every hour, he will yell for milk.....
Hahaha.....

So last night was hell... Coz both mi & my wife didn't really slept.... hahaha

Till this morning @ 6am, then my mum took over the shift...

What is he doing now, you must be wondering.... But the answer you knew it, SLEEPING LOR, what else!!!

Hahaha

Guys, pray for my son for health, & his future...

My wife & I will pray for him...

Lord, bless my child with health.

Baby Due on 06032009, 18.09hrs.... Evening Bull

2009-03-08T20:58:00.005+08:00

Hello pplz...
My precious little Avel Tan Guang Hui (Chen Guang Hui), his name... Yeah!!!

My wife was in pain on 05032009, our anniversary night...
Next day, i call my En Ren, Anthony Xiao Weixiang, my buddy who help me alot, in terms of financial, advise, RIDE, etc.....
I owe him too much now, as in ren qing!!!

Yeah!!!....
So on 06032009 at 1809 hrs, he was delivered out to the world...
God Bless..
Thank you, Lord!!!...
anyway, you must be curious right on how handsome my son, Avel...

Let me show you his photos...

Hello pplz...

My precious little Avel Tan Guang Hui (Chen Guang Hui), his name... Yeah!!!

My wife was in pain on 05032009, our anniversary night...

Next day, i call my En Ren, Anthony Xiao Weixiang, my buddy who help me alot, in terms of financial, advise, RIDE, etc.....

I owe him too much now, as in ren qing!!!

Yeah!!!....

So on 06032009 at 1809 hrs, he was delivered out to the world...

God Bless..

Thank you, Lord!!!...

anyway, you must be curious right on how handsome my son, Avel...

Let me show you his photos...

Company Blog

2008-12-13T11:54:00.002+08:00

Hey People, I will be registring my own company in Renovation & T-Shirt Printing...

For my Renovation company, due to the web site is not up yet, tentatively, you may wish to visit the blog @ a2zidealhome.blogspot.com or click on the link at my links there...

Recently not much to update... But i have gotten sick of my work place... 2 weeks, no appointment for me.... I am only paid $200 per week, not even enuf for mi to clear my debts... Sorry my Debtors... I have delayed n delayed your payment...

But lucky that Kent's sister's boyfriend wanna open a T-Shirt printing company mainly for schools bcoz his family has some difficulties... Ying Huo De Fu... And bcoz he trust mi, he invited mi to become partner in that biz...

So we are going to go into details in that biz... So most probably, 2009 will be a Biz year for me...

The Biz i am into are as follows:

1) Renovation (HDB, Condo, Landed-Interior Design) A To Z Interior Firm
2) T-shirt or Shirts Printing(Mainly schools) TBC
3) Diamond Trading Investment Imuone International Berhad
4) Recruitment (Foreigners into Singapore to work)
5) NanoTech Water Machine (Free Machine, pay for service only)
6) Advertisement (Landed & Condo send by Singpost)

ETC...

So friends outta there.... If do support me, intro lobangs to me... Debtors, Creditors, Help me to help yourself, the more deals i close the faster i can return you your $$$, hahaha.....

And of coz, you will have your referral fee of % depending on which one you refer....

So anything you need to know the details, call mi @ 81687074 or email to me...

Yeah!!!

2008-11-22T10:44:00.004+08:00

These are my Pic taken on R.O.M.

At work again on a saturaday morning... But not like the past...

Coz i am looking forward to it as i tend to have lessons from my boss Mr. Bobby himself...
Not about sales but about how to be a better person...

He taught me a lot of things that networkinng may or may not cover...

So looking forward to December whereby he will have a say whether we graduate from his standard or not.... then towards next year actually even now... He is looking for Salesman... Need not know renovation but must have experience in Sales....
So that means B&E Group is venturing into bigger more reputable firm...
Three Cheers for that!!!

Me & my mum relationship is getting better... Me & my wife also... That;s how i feel inside me... Through all the quarrels, she tend to know better what i expect not from her but for myself and the future family we will be having... Though, i am still the same, couldnt provide her good life, but i will make sure i do in the near future... My. Bobby has actually plan for us for next year to actually have average income of $6k monthly and doing lesser....

Today not much updates... Just wanna update the recent things that is happening to me....

Cheers for all...

I pray for all that they will lead a better life...

Hello People!!!

2008-10-24T21:05:00.002+08:00

Hey Hey, I am Back!!!

Pretty Long never update liao...

Didn't know some people gets my updates from here...

I thought nobody will visit my boring Blog... Coz i ain't no Blogger...

Anyway, 23rd Oct was my R.O.M.

Haha, pretty nervous ya~

but before saying the ROM stuff...

I shall update my Boi Boi things here first...

Went for Check up on 23rd Sep, then hor... It's a Baby Boy in my wife's tummy...

Was an active boy like me....

Hahaha... I bet it will look a handsome as me also as people normally say, the first birth will look like Daddy...

Didn't know the size everything but know that the head, limps, body is developing...

People you shall have a child yourself...

Yeah, coz it's so surprisingly happy when you saw your child is kicking in the mummy's womb..
Saw him / her swimming around... and etc.

My R.o.M. was consider a good 1 so far... First of all, when i am having a tight period, where no cars and stuffs... I had a friend name Wilson & Serene who offered their Merc... and that, the gf Serene drove us to ROM... I sincerely thank them for that...

Alot had happen on me... Pay was paid but not in full, was play around like moron by that company that employed me...
Alot of things... Haiz... Wad to do, EVERYTHING HAPPEN FOR A REASON & THAT REASON MUST BE A GOOD ONE...

Like the recent book i read "Dare to Fail" it stated, Diamond is a chunk of coal, made good under pressure... If i wanna be a diamond, i have to withstand all those heat and clash and cut..... Given a choice, i believe everyone in the world wouldnt wanna be a coal... everyone will dream to be that diamond... But come on people, wake up, can you withstand all the obstacles, overcome and go through them first, If you CANT, then stop day dreaming..

Stop saying things like, If i know, ot i wanna be tai tai all those stuffs, WAKE UP!!!...

Your life is controlled by your own self, if you dun wanna work hard, or dun dare to try new stuff, dun think....

another thing i wanna say is that... If you are working, dun dream too much of being rich or whatsoever stuff, coz how long can you save up and how much can you save up monthly... especially after you are attached, married or you have kids... Chances of you saving is near $0 unless you are earning at least $5-6 k monthly with no cars, no house.....

I admitted that i am a networker, but why networking...

Coz it is free lance, you can earn extra with lesser time commitment, you can make full use of your time... People tend to say networking is a cheat, you cheat your friends to join and earn $$.. Come on if you are a networker yourself and you sincerely dun wish to help, of coz you felt guilty, and it will make you feel like you are cheating... But if you help, how will you feel... if you can make your friend earn $$, still cheating???

I dun wish to ask people to join me if they really dun wan to... haha... Thatz true...

Or unless you can get a job like mine now... B&E Concept Pte Ltd, renovation again.....

hahaa
at least the boss is not teaching you to cheat customer but sincere, and honesty to them unlike some company..... hahaha

After my ROM i came to work on the following Mon which is ard 29th Oct.....
I was pretty good environment... My boss also drive BMW...

And one of my collegue actually gets $10k every forthnight (Saw with my own eyes)
hahaha

So i dream again...(Crap, ask people dun dream but now i dreaming again)
But at least, i dream and i try to do...

So i was thinking
if i can make $5k monthly here... n plus Imuone.... probably another $5k, that will make $10k

Anyway, in either company $5k is consider very little...

The collegue in B&E can make $10k every 2 weeks which is $20k monthly, what is $5k...
My friend in Imuone is earning 5-6 dight monthly, WHAT IS $5K AGAIN???

So i am working extra hard to have this outcome....

Sorry baby, endure with me for probably a year or so.... I promised you, next year, i will come out with our VERY OWN BMW........

Maybe your Volkswagen Beetle.....

then maybe can buy a Nissan Sunny for Dad....

Hahaha,.....

So I apologise in advance....

Try to understand where i syand now...

I really dun wan you to suffer like what my parent is suffering now... Nevertheless, Avel also...

Btw Avel is my son's name.... Chinese name not out yet...

hahaha.....

It definatelylooks like AleZ

hahaha... The 'A' Family....
of

AleZ
Angie
Avel!!!

definately get 'A's when study, but Certificate is nuttin to me... Sorry to say, how many Boss owns a Degree cert, mostly are sec drop out... or just 'O's even primary...

So to me,, a Cert is a Cage, whereby it kept all your earnings.... and your hardworking character....

Thatz this book that i will recommend,

1)Dare to Fail
2)Think & grow Rich
3)Rich Dad, Poor Dad
4)The Secrets
5)Secrets of a Millionaire Mind

Try reading, good for you people.

Last but not least,

Think positive
Have a positive mindset
Be POSITIVE

Laugh!!!!

Cheers!!!!

Belated Updates...

2008-09-10T13:26:00.002+08:00

Guess alot people who read my blog was wondering how my baby is now...

Hahaha... She / he was actually swimming in mama warm heart...

Hahaha..
Went over to KK again then was asking how come the baby is still not moving, the Doc says that averagely is after 4th month then move de...
But right after that it swim upwards and glide downwards...
Oh My God!!!Miraculous!!! I would say... When i see him / her moving...
My heart immediately melt...

So feel like crying, really...
Guys, you should have a baby for yourself to feel how i am feeling...

Now my life was ok only, better yet worst....

My financial was in deep shit, but i know i can still make it to the top....
I wanna build up my empire asap...
Pretty sick n tired of my current company...

Leo love freedom, but yet i dun have any now....

I read a mail just now, it say, dun try to push Leoers to the edge of the cliff, you dunno what it will do...

Now i felt that my company is trying to push their luck for now.... So, guess what...

I think sooner not later i will counter fire....

Haiz... Now in office doing nothing at all...
WTF!!!

Boring ya'know...

Another checkup

2008-08-07T11:11:00.003+08:00

Wah... Wow!!!
It's strange...
Yesterday went to KK Women for check up on my Baby... It grew from 2mm 2 weeks ago to current 20mm...

Hmmmm.. 14 days grew 18mm... Strange isnt it...
How miraculous...

Haha... Now in office due to the Seventh Month, not much enquiry....

Days are getting nearer & nearer to my ROM...

Would i be able to save up to a 10K for it by September, what a challenge...

I am ready to go for it...
The harder my life is, the stronger i fight....
Hahaha...
Yeah that's the spirit...

Then need to save up another 10K for my new born est. due next march....

By then, guess my newly set up company should be almost ready...
Hahaha... Now plans only...

Hopefully will be able to get... then i will be Director in no time...

Guys, this is no dream... Nor day dream...

Theres a sponsor for us to set up....
I am honour to be invited by my friend to be one of them....

Hahaha...
I plan to expand the company & stablize it in 1 year..

I simply knew i could...

Good day

Daddy Cum Hubby

2008-08-04T18:13:00.004+08:00

Today is the 4th August 2008...
Good news for all...
I am getting R.O.M. on 23rd Oct 2008...
& i am going to be a Daddy next year... Predicted due in March...

People, dun think this is a shot gun, coz it isnt...
hahaha....

But yet, it is a deliberated accident...
Now very stress...
Coz of the medical, the shoots, the gown and stuff..
Everything needs $$..
But no worries, coz i will get my road straight...
Haha...
As i am Da'Sky AleZ...
Nuttin could knock me down, bring me down...
The best if i wanna be...The best i wanna be...

Planning this year,
Oct 2008, proposal for newly set renovation company as sponsor by Sxxx Pxxx Cxxx boss..
Oct 23rd 2008, ROM
Next year, new set up company...
Dec get my license for car... & get a car....

I will......

Lord bless me, & my new family...

My Wife & I

Wedding Bell Ringing on 23rd Oct 2008

Finally...

2008-06-11T18:08:00.002+08:00

Finally for the month of June... Thought i will not be able to break zero....

Heng ar.... On the 10th June, manage to break Zero.... Thanks to Mdm Lam.... $15K contract....
& today, again... Mr. Toh the dumb guy.... who sign another $1955....

Sian ar, got 2 stupid guy beside me now... How to update my blog... Scold me Ma, Fuck you lah...

Hahaha.... Coz of Mrs Susan..... The husband Said... Ma, FUCK YOU LAH!!!!

They have been cracking a hell joke outta it....

I gna end now.... Dumb Dumbe boring day

May, The month of May Be

2008-05-26T11:39:00.002+08:00

Haiz....

The start of the month wasn't good....

Outta the new guys, i am the last to break Zero....

But Yeah, patience is the word, and never give up....

In the end, i Broke and became top again... Nopt as high as last month but at least 29k sales....

With 4 pending quotation.....

Hahaha....

So maybe everything really happen for a reason...

I want LUCK!!!

Iwant MONEY!!!

I want FUTURE!!!

I want CAR!!!

Soon i will have ALL!!!

Yeah.....

Believe like a Child & miracle will befall on me.....

Come'On!!!

Oh Yeah!!!

2008-05-07T14:43:00.002+08:00

It's boring in here... So decided to update... Sian arghhhhh!!!

Can't play Viwawa due to the dumb uncle over here... Complain & complain even hamster oso complain... Ase....

Anyway, hit 20k sales last mth.... Comm shld be ard 4k ba...
Hopefully didnt calculate wrongly....

My gosh... Better earnings than my other company...

Hahaha... I want more, i am dying of thirst for more sales....

I crave for more.....
I want more...

By June i must settle Setsco's debt....
The most before my birthday... Then all credit cards and handphone debts then my friends debts... all totalling up to 20- 30K....

Die die must clear... Enuf of debt thru new year liao.... NO MORE....

Bless me.....
Pray for me.....

O'rite!!!

2008-05-01T23:14:00.003+08:00

Today is Labour Day....

Hafta work, so bored...

But haha....

Didn't know that there will be so much enquiry...

I got 3 phone enquiry and 2 walk in....

And you know what.....

I close 2 of them, thou its with the help of my SNR... William...

Today i topped the new guys....

Same batch de...

And have hit 10K sales...

Oh my.....

Just wanna say it out....

I will strive harder...

To hit 20K with profit margin of 20% by 14th......

Good luck and best of luck for me.....

Pray....

Yoz...

2008-04-27T21:56:00.002+08:00

Hi, everybody, i am back with some good news....

Currently as i mention, i working now as Interior Design Sales Executive...

Pretty hard but phew.... Luckily, Got 2 project, one in yishun and the other small project in Clementi itself....

Hopefully can tahan thru, without anything happen...

Haha... Tomorrow, i will be going for another quotation, hopefully will be able to sign agreement with owner, pray for me guys...

Tentatively, you can visit a job blog at prestigeimage2008.blogspot.com to see for any promotion or package.... or any update picture...

Cheers,

AleZ

I am into new job...

2008-04-16T20:02:00.003+08:00

Hey ya...

Finally update my blog again....

Hope this pic will bless me with my future...

I currently is working with Prestige Image Design & Build Pte Ltd as Interior Design Sales Executive...

Hopefully able to clear my debts from this company... Then stable my financial....

Hahaha....

Then i could go back there to fight for what i wan...

My friend Weixiang... Recently we have been toking to each other

I felt honour when he told me that he is going to invite mi to his company 2 years later from now, coz he trust my abililty...

I am glad, ya'know...

But it has to be after his ORD then after he take over his Dad's business.....

But well...

Everything happen for a good reason...

So i guess there must be a reason why God allows me to go to his company 2 years later...

Well...

Gonna go watch VCD with my baby princess liao...

Cya...

Touring Around Aimlessly.....

2008-02-28T19:43:00.011+08:00

26th Feb 2008...

We initially wanted to go for K-ing... So we decided to rent a car......

But in the end, due to the low cash flow rate.... We went touring around instead.....

Some pics Before the whole Mt. Faber Strength..

Then Before we went to Mt. Faber, We went to West Coast Coffeeshop for a meal...

We went over to Mt Faber whereby we shoot an MTV a left i would say... It was hilarious...

Take A Look @ It....

Finally MTV Completed....

& of coz, the driver for the day is Our Sweetest Ms Serene Khoo....

Passengers are Eric, Ah Boon, Angie & AleZ..... (3 guys yet no one with class 3)

of coz, we took some pic at Mt. Faber too....

Here are some of it...

Then after that we took a ride to Loyang Da Bo Gong temple... Of coz, to pray, then head to Changi and then after everything, we went to Eric's place to stay over....

Surveying

2008-02-25T16:50:00.009+08:00

WooooHoooooo!!!

"突破" is my 领悟 in this job....

I used to hate surveying coz i dun dare to approach...

But sometimes at certain circumstances, you really have to just heck and go for it...

For the sake of $$???

Hahaha... Nope!! for other purposes too!!!

I get to know a lot of friends there... Not really alot but at least 6 people...

I earn a total of $160++ this 3 days....

And Finally the project 2007 May Runner Ends...

Hahaha...

End should be a happy thing but yet we got Sad.....

I name it as "Ryan's Day"

Some pictures for this SPECIAL "RYAN's DAY"

See the similarities in most of the Pictures.... (Ans : Sunglasses)

Serene in My Sunglasses

Ryan in my Sunglasses

Now is my turn

We are the "Surveyors"

Alez, Ah Boon, Ryan

Do i look "Beng"?

Ah Boon....

His Time

His turn!!!

Ryan Acting Cute

Uniquely Singapore the token...

The Mafia

Ryan & AleZ

Ah Boon & Ryan

Alez waiting for train

Eric's Turn

Ryan, thou you are not by our side for these 2 years ++, remember one thing..

Our hearts and souls are by your side..... You will never be alone again.....

You will have Serene, Ah Boon, Alfred, Adrian, Sharon and me at the very least!!!

On the 24th Feb'08,

We went over to Ryan's place and stay over for the night... It was Damn Fun... Coz we tok alot of SEX thingy... Funny, Serious... Blar blar blar...

No matter how much i explain... You will not understand unless you are in the situation yourself...

Survey

2008-02-21T11:47:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was the first day and first time i did Survey as a job....
Pretty fun and Addictive....
Hahaha...
No choice, giving my current situation... Gonna be more hardworking or i will die... And for the sake of....
hahaha...
Was supposed to report for work @ 3pm... In the end, Alfred, Ryan and mi was late... Boon was the first to reach...
We started ard 7pm....Then Till 9pm...
Th payout is as follows:
Western Countries - $3.50
Asia - $4
Japan / Korea - $5.50

We had lotsa fun in group of 4.... Snatching market and opening new market...
Smoke break this and that.....
Then at the end of the day...
Boon was the winner of yesterday having $36 with 9 completed surveys (1 jap, 1 korea)
Alfred was Second having $34.50 with 8 completed surveys (1 jap, 1 Kor)
I am the Third having $33.50 with 8 completed surveys (1 jap)
& Ryan was Last having $19 with 5 completed surveys (2 rejected)

The very last survey that the 3 did was with Koreans...
1 man, 2 girls age 22...
They were cute...
We took a photo with them also...
Dunno if they will send us the pic via email.....
hahaha

Hopefully...

Today, i will be starting work at 3pm whereas the three of them at 6pm.....
Hopefully today i will be able to hit at least 1 hundred.....

I know i can de....

Been few days since i last heard....
Nvm, coz i still gonna focus....

I will be focus...
FOCUS....

By end of next month...

I CONFIRM DM......

Now doing preparation....
So i will hit it de...
Hahaha...
GanBaTe, AleZzzzzZzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....
Dun fall aslp...

Lonesome Child.... Gonna stay FOCUS

Additional Photos......

2008-02-21T10:59:00.006+08:00

Chinese New Year Couples!!!

Haha

Clara & Boon A.K.A Darling

Sharon & Me A.K.A Honey

Eric's Mum & Me

Clara The BD Girl with me!!!

@ Hougang...

Dunno What the heck am i doing

Influence by Boon for being Detach

Detached!!!

The Group to Eric's place

Me & Sharon On The Way to Eric's Place

Kissing Zhenhao (We're Not Gays!!!)

Mi, Zhenhao & Boon

At Partyworld Orchard Celebrating Clara's Birthday!!!

Mi & Sharon

Seminar Day!!!

Zhenwei & Ah Liang

Sok Kin & Me

Serene & Me

(Do We Look Like Couples???)

Haha

Alex, Jonathan, Boon, Zhenhao + Me

Kenneth, Clara & Me

Me & Brandon

Happy Valentine's Day!!!

2008-02-14T09:26:00.003+08:00

020208 Award Giving Day

Saw that Weird Smile on my Face!!!

Jocelyn LOLx

The Last Man on the First Ten

The 17th IHT Achievers First Ten

XiaoLing, Serene, Patricia, Thomas, Jocelyn, (Yida), Alvin, Yingying, Binzhong, Xin Er, AleZ

The 5 Angels from Da'Sky above

Xin Er & Me

Me & Ah Boon

17th IHT Fighters

17th IHT 帅哥美女

Grace, AleZ, Xin Er, James, Melissa, Eric @ Marina Square Supper Bowl

I am Surrounded.... Are you Jealous...??

I am a Star

你最珍贵partner

Me & Justina Cheeky Look

Me & Xinyi

At Thomson having our Supper

My So Call 老婆 Wanting

Lambo

I actually sat on it... Can you believe it...

The 不怕死 spirit

Poor me Being Throw into the Pool by

Hui Chin, Chris, Raymond, Wenhe, Roland

My so Call Honey!!!

Still got more photo have yet receive....

Now mi gonna focus on my Manager position by Month End... Which is 29th Feb...

I hafta fulfill it....

It's a promise....

I gonna settle all my debts...

Haiz.... A total of ard $2oK...

I Can do it de....

Gimme more time pls...

My new Composed Song

2008-02-04T15:50:00.000+08:00

黑色的人生

外面下着青色的雪
我的心在流红的血
我落下的泪是透明
除此之外都是黑白
我的心已经被遗忘
被遗弃的不只回忆
一秒一分一天一夜
我都在想念你~

时间的流失
地球还是会转动
每一天每一夜
我的人我的心我~的魂
在漆黑的夜里
星星在闪烁着
到底在告诉我什么
我不知道
只看到

外面下着青色的雪
我的心在流红的血
我落下的泪是透明
除此之外都是黑白
我的心已经被遗忘
被遗弃的不只回忆
一秒一分一天一夜
我都在想念你~

每一夜的梦
只看到你和他
他一笑你就笑
而我呢
只能在一旁看着
只想对你说
其实很爱你
我不想失去你
我想要抱着你
但是
外面下着青色的雪
我的心在流红的血
我落下的泪是透明
除此之外都是黑白
我的心已经被遗忘
被遗弃的不只回忆
一秒一分一天一夜
我想要拥有你~

其实还爱你歌词

2008-02-04T01:19:00.000+08:00

If you know, you know...

If you dun, Dun ask..

其实还爱你歌词

我讨厌阴天的风

冷得那么刺痛

只有你能够抚平所有的寂寞

昨天的风筝在角落

被谁丢到了路口

我很不想让你找到离开的理由

每一夜闭上眼睛

我看到了恶梦

你微笑但是旁边的人不是我

一道裂缝

直接割到我心中

不想装作脆弱

也不想爱得懦弱

其实我非常爱你不想失去你

难道我没有权利说我不愿意

你给了他的吻

虽然只有余温

可知道我多渴望抓住你的心

我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心

我每天假装开心害怕你离去

可不可以任性

求求你不要去

藏在我心里最后一句

其实还爱你

可不可以任性

求求你不要去

藏在我心里最后一句

其实还爱你

On the Road Marching towards Manager

2008-01-23T04:01:00.001+08:00

26K more to go... After calculation, if two get Executive, i only left around few hundreds to it....
I dunno if i can not...

It's a 5 days challenge for myself....

I dun have much confidence thou i always act very UP....
The recent incidence, i have been pretty down.... Pretty Emo also...
Could i?? Sometimes, i really wonder....

They say we shouldn't have doubts...
It's not that i am not focusing or what...
But ... NVM...

Maybe really, no one could understand me....

It's pretty stressful....I always tell ppl, dun be stress, shouldn't have had the stress look on the face...
But back in my room...

I am STRESS
I am DOWN
I am ALONE
I am LONELY
I felt EMPTINESS
I felt HELPLESS

I feel like CRYING but yet can't....
Tears shedded down just now....
Just a few drops... Sometimes i hope i could be like a girl....
Cry for all she wants....
I have been train not to shred tears anymore...
Indeed, the route now is tougher, coz i have somehow or rather lost the pillar in my group, lost faith in myself..

But i always tell myself, i might be slow, but i will continue the journey till the end..

Can someone just care for me at this momen of time???
All i need is a shoulder to cry on, a lap to lie on, a hug to ease the miscomfort & trouble in my heart!!!
Is that hard??
Just care... Care... & CARE.....

Nvm, i am the lonesome child...
I walk the road alone... I must be strong and i will be strong..
I tried, and i will TRY.... Again & Again.....

I dun mind failing, but i mind not trying...
Career, Relationship, Friendsh, ETC......

Success = Career + Family (the one you love) + Friends
Without either one, you are imperfect....

Currently, i am IMPERFECT...
I have no $, No car, Nuttin....

27K again more to go....

2008-01-19T03:00:00.000+08:00

Days are drawing nearer & nearer... Still 27K more to go... This week, it didn't really turn out like what i wanted... Everything wasn't going smooth....

Mentally, physically, results.....
More and more people disappearing... Why is it so??

It resulted in more & more people losing faith & confidence....
Could i do it by end of the month, i am wondering now???

Mentally, i don't wanna say much.... But had been feeling weak in heart.... Losing faith, losing momentum, losing alot of things (something just dun say out, i guess it's better)
Could you understand what i really want, what i really wanna ahieve, what i really want to get???

Why did i make that choice??
You said you understand mi but in the end, you didnt even know what's going on??

Physically, i had been feeling weak again in my health....
Migrain start coming in again... Stress level i think going up le..
Think too much...... i guess.... Worried too much, miss too much....

Haiz.... Sometime, i just couldn't get what i really want....

Momentum, alittle too much to explain....

I hope you can feel mi...
Guess now.... I could only express my thoughts in blog not human anymore....
People whom i thought they know how i feel actually dun....

Nvm... I am Lonesome.... Lonely..... Alone.... Lone Ranger.....
Thatz the past mi and that could be the NOW me.....

I will go all out to achieve what i wanna achieve....
Short term targets ------> Mid Term Targets ----> Long Term targets --> Very Long Term Targets

Top Top...

2008-01-10T15:40:00.000+08:00

Yst there was a ED/ DM meeting.....
Something i wanted to fight for is for Ah Liang to Top and go to Boss house... and Yes... I did it.... Including me myself.... Didnt expected that i am one of the top too.....
Heng ar...

Something good news.... But somehow, haiz.... Sometimes i really dunno how to express myself well..... It's like... Why am i doing this for, after done... hope that person could change for the better after he / she thinks thru... But in the end it seems like making matter worst liddat....

Got more misunderstanding...... It's really true that i am single what....
Why everyone say i like scandaling around de.... Flirting around de...... Am i such a bastard???
Maybe i am, nvm..... i dun care much now... I am who i am....

I do what i like, what i love and heck what i dislike, what i dun love....
Learn to filter bad stuffs.....

Say more. say more.......

Yuanda wants mi to top every month till i got my car...
Can i achieve that???

YES I CAN...... Even if without the help of the PAST STRENGTH, i STill CAN DO IT....
I HAVE FAITH IN MYSELF.......
Coz i am the strongest at all times......

I will Be DM by End of Jan'08.....
And i will TOP From there on till i get my BMW 325i

Nissan Silvia

Year 2008, Happy Good Fortune Year...

2008-01-01T17:48:00.000+08:00

Yoz, people outta... It's year 2008.... Happy New Year...

Christmas Eve, me and my gang went over to Lakeside Fishing Village for Prawning Fishing... OMG... That is Fun... Then the following day, 2 girls BD... Then went over to Seletar Dam for celebration...

And Hell Ya.... Last night while everyone is going to crowded place for count down... While we went to Orchid Country Club for Bowling.... Something new... Halfway thru the game, i went over to my friend's car, a Mazda 3.. And saw......

So without hesitation, i took a pic with it....

Then after the bowling session...

Guess where i went... I went to my friend's place for singing Session.... That is cool.... I nv spend my new year like this before....

To others, it might be boring... But to me... hell yesssssssssssssS.........

Cool and fun...

Actually, what matters most is not the event whether it's fun or not but the people you are with who will make it fun...

Am i Right?

No One Can Stop Me From What I Wanna Achieve

2007-12-20T12:36:00.000+08:00

I will & I can... Thatz what i always have believe....

Just had a quarrel with them again.....

All i need is just a little encouragment or even a support from them... Is it that HARD???

I simply dun understand... How could parents kept saying that their children couldnt be rich...

Couldnt be successful...

But no matter what, i will do it... For the sake of my future... For the promise i gave to that person.... For the promise for myself....

I will Do it and make it till the TOP regardless of how hard this journey might get, how rough, how long.....

I will and I can.... This is me, AleZ Da'Sky.... No one Can STOP ME from where i start and where i end.....

Thou i am damn piss that day.... and the stupid mi, injure my wrist again... Why??? What Happen...???
I punch the wall again lor... hahaha....

Haiz.....it hurts till now..... Lucky i have you b my side... Thank you..... or i will be lost..... i Cried.... It's been long since i last cried..... I guess..
hahaha..

Enuf of crying.....

No matter what i am a better person than yesterday.....

Trust me, i will make it till the top coz i am AleZ Da'Sky.....
You be with me !!

Seminar....

2007-12-15T15:24:00.000+08:00

WooHoo!!! One seminar down.... Not in very good mood... But still happy coz, I AM THE USHER YST..... After several toy throwing around...
I just hafta save the details.... But was so Fxxxing nervous lah... in front of so many ppl standing on stage... But no matter what, one day i will be standing up on that stage too.....

It was hold at Suntec "The Rock" auditorum.... Pretty Cool!!!
so i guess consider as pretty smooth the flow...

After the whole event, we went to Marina South for A Bowl of Bowl.....

Hahaha Lame, ok, ok... thatz mi... The Lamer...
So...
haha

We play for 2 round
and my grp hahaha... we won... coz we are the lowest point...
hahaha..OMG!!!

Hmmmm... ppl spread rumours about me... and now spread NEGATIVE....

I got so power meh.... Like threat ....
haha...

Sian... No wonder some ppl just say about this company... But of coz i still think that the company is not at fault, its the people...

Come'on, guys, how well do you know about... How much do you know about mi...
Please lah... If you are so super good in just looking at that person look and judge their characters..... haiz... nvm...
Forget it....

I dun care.....
Nvm nvm, some details i just need to know it myself can le...

Sometime it is just so reductant to explain over n over again....

It's been almost a week....

2007-12-13T00:46:00.000+08:00

It's been almost a week... I still have no results... Thou yes, it is moving but soooooo.....
Haiz... No worries, not easy to down now... Cos of certain reason which i dun wish to reveal here...

Hey, for those who underestimated mi... Come'on, i take your challenge...
You think you can outrun mi, or bring mi down... Tell you huh...

NO WAY!!! Coz I'm the Greatest at ALL Times....

Nobody can bring me down...
I might be slow, but i will continue...

362 more to go....
And then by Jan'08 i MUST be DM.... So that i can be CA by April and SDM by Jun...

That is my planning...

Come'on AleZzzzzz... No more slping... More job to be done....
Achieve before you are being......

Hahaha......

OMG!!!

Nobody can defeat me just like that....

The past AleZ will be back and even better this time round....

I will take any setbacks now.... I am ready.....

Just read something very meaningful:

"To Learn from our failures is to achieve success.

Never to have failed is never to have won.

Unless we experience failure and its bitterness, we will never appreciate the sweetness of victory."

Haiz..... No time for Down...... UP UP

2007-11-04T00:15:00.000+08:00

Recently things just aint going my way.... All challenges.....

OMG....
No worries... I am UP...

No way i am going to give up for the betterment of my future....
Financial Problem Fucked OFF....

Financial Freedom On My Way...
Just dun understand that just a mere few tens or hundreds bucks you can really see a man true colour......

Hey pplz.... you wan mi return, i will return sometime its not that i dun wan to return you immediately, but if i have the choice to make... would i wanna BORROW....
Pls lah, use your BRAINS.....
And ppl who borrow from me... If i am not having these financial problem, do i nid to go after it....

FINE, these few tens and these comics you wan, Jolly well take it....

Friends, Trusts.....
OMG!!!
Remember one thing this is the FINAL AND LAST TIME THAT I GONNA LEND YOU AGAIN....

I trust you the last time i borrow that amount of tens.... Previously why i did lend is bcoz of trust problem between you and mi....
Then i trust you and lend you.....

It's JUST $40....
It might not be BIG to some but at this moment of time, IT's IMPORTANT AND BIG TO MI...

Today i might be Poor...
But not TOMORROW, if Tomorrow i am... It does not mean The Future...

Yes you left us bcoz we are result orientated....
But is that the real reason, you know it best.....

Long long Time ago...

2007-10-03T03:24:00.000+08:00

Wah... Finally today at this point of time, i could update a little bit of the blog... It's been long man...

My career is picking up... hopfully the momentum stays or pick up even better....

hahaha... happier yet busier at the moment...

Just got back from KL last month... and for IHT (In-House Training)... only a number of ppl can go... Oh gosh...

Nvm less words more pic...

Finally outta my Company!!!

2007-07-21T01:29:00.000+08:00

Finally on this very special FRIDAY... I finally get outta the Stupid Bond Thingy... Here's my Victory Photo taken Last night!!!

Today Went back Setsco....Negotiation Successful.... Manage to waive off the 1 year bond...

Instead of paying 20K, i hafta pay around 4k++...Sometimes i really dunno when is the true self of people, when is not...

My Exec actually cried in front of mi... when she was sending me off... Which in return make mi lost...

But anyway, i am outta there... I pray for those Good people to quickly get outta there too with a better opportunity and better money in other Company....That Co. is CMI...

But no matter what, i will be a better man... I can concentrate more in my Biz now... and that i have drop out of my Dip in HR too...

I wanna achieve what i wish to achieve hopefully by end of the year... And hopefully... Skyline GTR will be able to come to Singapore byNext year 2008 March...

R-34

R-35

Now that i have No turning Back, this might be the Turning Point for me to Fight against all problem instead of avoiding problems like the past 26 years that i have live...

I Dun wanna avoid anymore... I will be Strong, I will be the Past Confidence Level High AleZ....

I wanna achieve as high as the Sky, as wide as the Sea...

I wanna Stand as Tall As the Sky...

Call me Alez Da'Sky.....

Busy Life I am Having!!

2007-07-13T03:55:00.000+08:00

Sorry people, unable to update my blog recently...

Been busy with my life recently... Oh my God....

Everyday woke up at 1++, 2++.... then slp around 4 - 5 am....

Wah Duh~ Old man can't take it ar....

Recently, I haven been going to school... Miss 2 of my exams oredi.....

As for Setsco, i did not work now.... Waiting for News (Good News)

I think somehow, liddat what Dr. Albert says, Sometimes, you really do not really need to have a qualification to be a boss.... Even if you are highly qualified, so what.... You might be only getting $1.8k....

And another phrase he say,"Success is not in the mouth of others"

I sometime dun undertand.....

Y one black sheep in the society spoilt the thing, all have to despice.... Y oe could not open up to even listen??

Is friendship really true, just b'coz you are doing something the other dun like, they dun wish to like talk to you....

FRIENDS??? he dun like, you like, He has no Dreams, YOU HAVE!!!

He says you have changed..... Yes, we have change... Change for the better, Change for the future, Change to be more Realistic.... (Maybe)

But friends for such long time.... Just a moment, they ignore you... Oh Gosh!!!....

To me these are not true friends ba...

True Friends to me are people who treats you as friends, no matter what you do, understand, care and be there for you!!!

Can People So Call Friends Be So Call Friends??

Are these really your friends?

Few days of Off in Blog

2007-07-06T13:09:00.000+08:00

Wah, phew!!!...
Recently, the blog says that i have got some violations.... Finally, it's over!!!

Been pretty down, upset, angry recently... All b'coz of work...

I couldn't manage to do my biz properly...
Coz of the surgery, i have to take MCs from my coporate work company... and they hold my pay somemore... Haiz...

If not for the bond, i would have resign and focus....
Now i am requesting for them to lightened the bond burden....

Hope it will work out...
Lord, please help me...

I know it's silly of me to break the bond, and i know i shouldn't be so irresponsible... But i hafta do what i hafta do.... My surgery is causing me pain even till now which has been for the second week...

My gosh.... Now in the inside, it is still swelling... & to make matter worse, recently my left cheek has been feeling numby.... Would it cause permanent numbness...?? Hope it will not...

I must work hard, harder and hardest.... I wanna be up there this Sunday...
I dun wanna be just down there... I have been trying my best to achieve, but To no avail... Which has actually somehow demoralise me.... I cannot lost myself and my confidence coz i know once it is gone, there's no turning back, and it would be like what J.L. has describe, a piece of tissue paper that can be thrown away into the bin....

So i can't give up.... I gonna strive... I gonna perservance....

Wait for me, i will be right up in no time....

I will be back... The PAST Alez with no pride but with determination....

Extraction & Surgery Day

2007-06-27T17:09:00.000+08:00

My Gosh!!!

Down with Swollen left cheek... No basketball for the week, no smoking, no singing.... Can't tok properly, can't eat properly, can't even drink properly.... Life's a HELL!!!

Did you see the HUMP??? Went over to SDC morning for it.... pretty fast...

Waited for around an hour or so, and guess wat i dozed off while waiting for my turn....

When i stepped in the surgery room.... I was nervous at first, but the nurse told me relax... Dun tense up... So i relax a bit lor...

Ma La A Chai.... When the Dentist start injecting the numby thingy, the first one went to the tongue... Think i gt injected around 8 - 10 times.... Then they start pulling my tooth..... Though it dun hurt, but it's freakish to feel that they dig, and pull with all their Mother Cow strength....

After that was my upper left wisdom tooth... Pretty fast for these 2 teeth... But when it cums to the third tooth, the lower left wisdom tooth.....Oh Gosh.... A stubborn tooth which hides beneath the gum causing the pain since 4 weeks ago... TODAY, it still dun wanna be guide by the dentist, and continues to be mischief...

They start drilling, then they pull, to no avail.... so they DRILL again, and they crack the tooth, then DRILL again, and CRACK AGAIN, then THey DRILL AGAIn, then they pull..... TO NO AVAIL......then they DRILL AGAIN and CRACK AGAIN,then PULL AGAIN...TO NO AVAIL...FUCK THAT TOOTH..... THEN THEY DRILL AND CRACK AND PULL WITH ALL FATHER BULL STRENGTH this time round and Bye bye, asshole tooth...

Then they stitch up the hole.. I thought i was okay at first, just feeling numb on the left side of the face and lips.... So after i took the medicine, i took a cab home... WHO KNOWS, not even half way back, the numby effect start to wear off, i could FEEL blood gushing out of the gums.... Shit man!!! My head was down with pain...

When i reach home, i quickly took all the medicine including the painkillers... Ut it doesn't help at all... The pain was so H O R R I F Y I N G.... So i quickly change my dressing which was oredi fill with blood.... And went straight to bed....

But the blood was too overwhelming...... Eventually, i fell aslp... When my friend sms mi, i woke up, and told her the situation when she ask mi how am i feeling (p.s. she used to be a dental assistant)...

So she help me call up SDC to find out why my bleeding has yet ease.... The nurse call me and told me b'coz i did not swallow the saliva.... (Guys, rem, if you were to take off all these VIP tooth, after the thig rem to kip swallowing your saliva to ease the blood), and YES!!! just 15 min, the bleeding tune down... thou i still am in pain.... Even till now, i am in pain.... My Hoosh.......

From today onwards, i can't smoke coz it will infect the gum, and i hafta eat and drink with Straw....

POOR ALEZ..... ( Coz after this time, there is another one coming which is on the right side...)

ANOTHER SUFFERING.......

Hahaha.. ORD lor...For this year.....

2007-06-26T11:55:00.001+08:00

Hey pplz.... I am out... Suppose to go for my ICT 2007, 3rd ICT... But due to the surgery that I am having tomorrow...

My CO didn't even say anything and approved my deferment...

Hohoho...

I'm Free, I'm Free!!

Thou after all other ppl complete their ICT, I still have to serve for another year... But nvm, I have my planning liao.... Guess what??? It's a secret!!!

Now finally Home Sweet Home....

But gonna study for my exam liao... Goddamit........

Nvm, after this exam I will have a very very short pathetic break.....

Just pass it will be enough... Thou the best can get higher grade... But judging from the speed I am studying..... Hahaha!!!

Anyway, i will try my best....

So so glad!!!

Daddy's Birthday

2007-06-25T12:24:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... Though it wasn't my dad's actual Birthday yesterday...

But we celebrate in advance or it would be too many to celebrate with... As my brothers, the twins,Birthday is on the 28th June...

Hahaha... June June June... 3 of a Kind... Anyway, here are some of the pic which we took last night...

The "Tan" Family

The "Tan" Couple

Cake Cutting

Our Gift

Our New Members of the family

Lovely Couples

Is the watch nice?

Family Ties

My Dad & My Mum

Blowing Out The Candles

My dad's Cake

Though It was a happy night, and after the celebration, i went straight for basketball with my friends. But in actual fact, it was a dreadful morning and afternoon...

Having migrain and stuff.... Damn Sunday!!! Like what i say, a waste of quality time...

Someone confess to me yesterday also... OMG!!! I can't imagine, this kinda guy like me, ever will gals would like me.... But no matter what, i really got no time to be in a relationship now...

Haiz, 一波未平, 一波又起...

Tomorrow gonna report back to camp for 4 days... then Wednesday got to go for Surgery... OMG!!! I am a crazy old man...

I have been feeling weak and sick for this whole month.. Bad attendance in my company (Full Time) due to the frequent sickness....

Though it is hectic.... But i will still strive on... Even if there is a day where i fall and can't walk, i will climb even if it is slow, but at least, i am still moving on....

Wish me luck, everybody..... Pray for me,everyone.....

Career is in front of me.... It's how i grab it.... How i capture it....

Today's quote:

I expect to pass through life but once!

If therefore, there be an Kindness I can show,

or any good thing I can do to any fellow being....

Let me do it now,

and not defer or neglect it,

as i shall not pass this way again!

____________________________________________________________________

GOD is a circle

whose circumference is NOWHERE

but

whose centre is EVERYWHERE

It is Tiring...

2007-06-24T14:31:00.000+08:00

Focusing a lot of things at one time is really Damn SIONG!!!

But i am not gonna give up.... I must fight on even Life's a Struggle!!!
Seems like everything links with the struggling life...

Anyway, recently, have been too busy with my stuffs that makes my attendance very very baddie... Kept having migrains and stuffs... Tend to fall sick easily and lose focus... Also making me felt lost... Haha...

I hafta focus... Hafta Concentrate... SHIT!!!

Anyway, rather enjoyed mySelf last night...

Went K boxing again... Tried some songs that i have nv tried before.... And i realised that i really do not suit the Soft pop kinda Love Songs... More to Rock as that can really bring my vocal to the next level... Songs like 一了百了, 我不知道, 天高地厚, etc....

Thou i waste a lot of quality time yesterday and maybe today... But the next time round i am gonna make of it... and will try to make full use of it... What a waste of time to be just home doing nuttin and rot when my life is not settled.....

Career, Love..... With plans i move ahead, without action, it's just a piece of tissue where after used, you can throw it away.....

So what if i had plans on "How to be a GooD Husband & Father!"
So what if i had plans on "What to achieve in life by when!!"

Currently, i am trying and trying, No Luck!!!

No Opportunity given...

Trying to grab oportunity thru the air... Sometimes it do demoralised me... I have been trying to convinced myself that i can do it..... I have been teling mysef that i can do it....

"I Will & I Can"
"If i really wanna do it i definately can do it"

But like what i say, it's strange, almost everything needs luck.... and opportunity given.... Hmmmm...... I will strive harder and harder till i reach my goals.......

我是孤傲的王子
做我的故事
用泪稀释的往事
渐渐消失
我是孤傲的王子
优雅的固执
用我倔强的方式
尽情放肆

TaKe CaRe, AleZ.... Of your own HealTh....

ife's A Struggle

2007-06-22T12:49:00.000+08:00

Life's Forever a Struggle...

Love, Money, Career...
Family, Studies, Friends...

Which of these has never ever given problems...?
Which of these has never ever given troubles.....?

Love

Sick of Giving and giving, Never ever taken....

No appreciation...

Money

Past, i am Ok doing, Today i might be poor, Tomorrow I will be one of the RICHEST....

Who is Bill Gate, I will let the whole world know who is ALEZ one day....

Z is not the end of Alpha, but the Beginning of a new ERA....

Career

Bonding meaning No freedom... Whatever i do, i do it for the sake of BOND...

Breaking it means Burning a Hole in My pocket (approx 20K BIG O)

But only thru Breaking it will i get my BREAKTHROUGH...

Financial Freedom is on its way!

Family

In the past, I don't know the True Meaning of Family...

I don't appreciate their help, their care, their warmth, their Love....

BUT TODAY, i truely understand why Family are important...

Coz only when we are successful in our family ties,

Only then everything will CoMe....

Studies

The more I Study, the more I Know...

The more I Know, the more I Forget...

The more I Forget, the less I Know

So why Study...?

Friends

it's kinda funny 在人的眼里只有money

外表好像要帮你却只是想帮他自己

笑容可掬的脸后面谁知道是个狼心狗肺

连朋友都能背叛因为只有名利合他口味

她说她爱你的时候讲的是问心无愧

搞不好她爱的是你身后的荣华富贵

你可曾困惑在你身旁谁是敌是友

对你落井下石的可能就是你的挚友

你可曾经历当你最需要帮助的时候

平常跟你称兄道弟的人都突然失踪

....

In short, This life's a struggle.....

Hopefully, Peace be with me!!!

Today's Quote:

Yesterday is but

A Dream

& Tomorrow is only

A Vision

But TODAY,

Well Lived...

Makes EVery Yesterday

A Dream of Happiness...

& Every Tomorrow

A Vision of Hope....

Life's A StRuGgLe!

U~ Woo~

Worst 2 Days Ever!!!

Hello People...

Little Avel

Baby Due on 06032009, 18.09hrs.... Evening Bull

Company Blog

Yeah!!!

Hello People!!!

Belated Updates...

Another checkup

Daddy Cum Hubby

Finally...

May, The month of May Be

Oh Yeah!!!

O'rite!!!

Yoz...

I am into new job...

Touring Around Aimlessly.....

Surveying

Survey

Additional Photos......

Happy Valentine's Day!!!

My new Composed Song

其实还爱你 歌词

On the Road Marching towards Manager

27K again more to go....

Top Top...

Year 2008, Happy Good Fortune Year...

No One Can Stop Me From What I Wanna Achieve

Seminar....

It's been almost a week....

Haiz..... No time for Down...... UP UP

Long long Time ago...

Finally outta my Company!!!

Busy Life I am Having!!

Few days of Off in Blog

Extraction & Surgery Day

Hahaha.. ORD lor...For this year.....

Daddy's Birthday

It is Tiring...

ife's A Struggle

其实还爱你歌词